Im Scared!! :-/

Startled on how you make me feel

Anxious about seeing them

Nervous for what might happen in the future

Petrified that I'm falling so hard so fast

Terrified for that day to where those 3 words come out of my mouth unexpectedly

Uneasy about the confusion between my mind and heart

Traumatized on how emotional i get thinking bout you

Happy, sad, anxious, curious, confused, nervous, all in one

What are these signs telling me?

Am I falling in love?

I cant be, not this soon.

How do i contain these feeling that have taken control?

How do i regain all the power of my feelings?

Do i want to take control of them?

Or shall i let them stay in plain site and let that person see how i really feel?

What shall I do?

Someday

This is a poem i wrote in 2003 that was published in a book...tell me what you think.

Someday

Why must my feelings be this certain way?

Love, trust, confusion, anger. All of it.

Wondering if they would all go away.

Not present. Not even a little bit.

These emotions long for you every day.

Coming up without my knowing at all.

Knowing that you would most likely not stay.

Always here even when the night time falls.

You are constantly in all of my dreams.

So are the beautiful open fields.

Then out of no where comes evil like schemes.

Where my dream is gone and my hope is killed.

Now everything is back to the same way.

Wondering if you will pick me someday.