Someday

This is a poem i wrote in 2003 that was published in a book...tell me what you think.

Someday

Why must my feelings be this certain way?

Love, trust, confusion, anger. All of it.

Wondering if they would all go away.

Not present. Not even a little bit.

These emotions long for you every day.

Coming up without my knowing at all.

Knowing that you would most likely not stay.

Always here even when the night time falls.

You are constantly in all of my dreams.

So are the beautiful open fields.

Then out of no where comes evil like schemes.

Where my dream is gone and my hope is killed.

Now everything is back to the same way.

Wondering if you will pick me someday.