Randomness!!!

Ok...so im not feeling all that well today....no im not sick...im just emotionally tired of all the bullshit that surrounds me...im tired of people pretending to be something or someone they arent...im tired of being the nice one all the time...im tired of people claiming they got this and got that just to try to get my attention...im tired of liars...im just tired!!!!...where the hell are you suppose to get in life if you pretend to be someone you arent??? No where!!!! so why continue to do it???...that makes no sense to me at all...im tired of caring so much about stuff and it gets me no where but hurt!...but thats the thing...thats the type of person i am....i wear my heart on my sleeve...people know how i am....i care about my friends and people that i know...i would never want to hurt their feelings but they are willing to hurt mine which is fucked up...whatever...i think i might just have to turn over a new leaf and give up on everyone...i should just start being a bitch and see where that gets me...but i cant...thats not me!!!